Post-Kiss Paranoia

So after the kiss with me EE last week, I was hoping things were back to normal.

In the last two days I feel like we've talked less, and that he's been less prone to initiating conversations. I know that he has a lot to do and everything, but I still can't help but feel like he found out about one of the other guys from last weekend, or that he's just weirded out or something.

I don't know, I just had a conversation with him and it felt so flat. I hate that. I wish we hadn't kissed.


But I also kind of wish we could kiss again.


Why am I so confused?

I also might be hanging out with Cheek in a little while. I figured I just go along with whatever is going on with him, so once he's done with his community service group, we might watch a little more TV.

Blah.